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Monday, June 29, 2015

I heart Summer

I love summer. It is my time to catch up on chores around the house and deep clean every nook and cranny. I wash windows and clean baseboards.  Are you still there? Because that is a bold face lie. Sorry, Mom, no baseboard washing is happening!

All year long I go and go until my tank is empty. One of the perks of teaching is the summer...its flexible and its GOOD.  I LOVE everything about the summer.


Once July starts to creep up, I am actually relaxed and able to breathe again.

Here are 10 reasons I live for summer:

1. Flip flops- growing up in sunny Southern California I was always barefoot. Sandals were a necessity unless I was in cleats. I have so many pairs of flip flops that it is just shameful - but it doesn't matter-  I always buy a new pair to commence summer. This is what I bought this year from my favorite store...TARGET!

2. Late Nights- whether I am binge watching Orange is the New Black or Bloodline (this summer's must see shows for me) I enjoy being able to go to bed at all hours of the night and not setting my alarm. Thank you Netflix!!

3. NO ALARM mornings-It doesn't matter what time I  do go to bed, I am usually always up before the girls. I can have my coffee on the deck - just in quiet. No rushing. I usually think about what we are going to do that day and it usually is a whole lotta nothing. Because remember that is something!

4. Sunny Weather-  My girls are swimmers and love to be in the pool. They go in when it is way too cold for me. But eventually when it heats up I'm so in! We play silly games, of cannonball, create whirlpools and endless rounds of monkey in the middle.  This year we added water aerobics to our mix. It makes me feel a little better about the Chinese food we ordered for dinner. EGG ROLL anyone?

5, BBQ's- Its no surprise I like to have parties and entertain and in the summer it is easier. Our schedule isn't so jam packed. It's easy to call friends and tell them to grab some BBQ essentials and come over. The kids run around, get hot and sweaty and WORN out and we get to drink and laugh and be awesome. Our favorite bbq treat, S'mores! I did just find this little gem on Pinterest...called a Woof Em. And summers are for trying new things too, so when we go glamping in August we will be trying these!

6. Peaches- I had two peach trees in my backyard as a girl. I will admit the chore of over ripened peaches is enough to make me turn up my nose once or twice but I still love seeing ripe seasonal fruit. We enjoy  fresh fruit smoothies too and our crisper is loaded full. I don't like fruit flies- so I always have apple cider vinegar out to catch those pesky suckers. Peaches always remind me of my summers as a young girl.

7. Anytime is Ice cream time- It's okay to eat ice cream at  anytime of day -  at one or four or seven,..enough said.

8. Reading- Oh, I love to get to catch up on all the books I started on the breaks during the school year. I just finished Out of the Spin Cycle by Jen Hatmaker  and just started The Happiness Project by Gretchen Rubin.  I'll let you know what I think!

9. Traveling- I feel fortunate that we are able to vacation. We usually go back to Cali ( yeah, I think so!) to see brother and his growing family. But this year we went East Coast style. I will save that for another entry. But I love going to familiar places and new places alike. I traveled a lot as a youngster and I am grateful for those experiences up and down the coast. It makes me love what I do and see the world and appreciate all that it has to offer. I will admit I am NOT a good passenger, I beg for Starbucks, perfect temperature in the car, and frequent pit stops... eh, oh well. You all know I am not perfect.

10. The excitement of a new school year approaching- Yes, I am a teacher. There is something about the thought of a new school year that sends my mind racing in between happy hours on the deck. I love the possibilities. The unknown - We are ready to start a new! I do plan and organize and reflect on what I can do better for the year ahead during the summer.  Its a blank space baby...

For the past seven years I have relished in my summers. I have spent these years making endless memories, and days filled with nothings. My tank is filling back up. I love everything about summer...I relish in late nights, even later mornings, binge watching Netflix, lazy days at the pool... my list goes on. And I am not apologizing...  Haters gonna hate...but this lover of summer is gonna love.  Enjoy!

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Shut up and dance!

I may be a smidge crazy. I love loud. I love big. I hurt big too. I rant maybe a little too loud. But in the course of these last seven days that I completed this challenge  BY THE WAY I totally KICKED ASS in! Andrea Owen is a the resident bad ass. She is doing great things for women and helping us all be our best selves and living in our own skin.  This challenge wasn't easy. But it was sooo good, scary, messy, truthful, freeing! It gave me momentum and courage to keep on moving... 

1. I am seriously not alone.

2. I am enough period. No even when or buts I AM ENOUGH.

3. I have good stuff in my heart to share and I will not apologize for that.

4. I will show up even when I can't thing I can.

5. I will give grace because I am given grace daily and I don't even have to ask. (that is AHHHHMAZING- thank you JESUS!)

6. I will recognize when I am on the ledge and I will back this bus up and repeat steps 1-5.


And then if that doesn't work I will shut up and dance it out.

Like this little girl, Johanna...affectionatley called BOO... This girl gets it. She has my
R-E-S-P-E-C-T  for giving it her all and not apologizing a bit. 




I know there are days when it is hard to give it your all and you are tired and sad
just go all in. Even do your messy whole heartledly. Half assed is not fun. Glennon over at Momastery says its fine to be jacked up and messy...  JUST SHOW UP.  Because you are enough and don't apologize! Her latest blog post is jacked up perfection, read it here.

I will not apologize for mistakes I have made or for being a mess... if you love me you will love all of me...and as I get older, as cliche as it seem, s I am learning that every move I make jacked up or not is to LOVE.